dumping hopper self

Dear Readers,

Its been a very long time sense my last message. Things have been rocky lately. Friendships have been wasted all from fights and stupiness that so how dont seem to have answers to, but that is not why i write today. Today i write cause my future seems to be so far. If you asked me to describe myself i could not tell you anything. I can tell you maybe what you would like to hear but idk. It jus wouldnt be right. So here goes what i am seeing at the moment of myself.

My past is a blur of no memories at all of the family i once had. The bad memories of adoption haunt my mind in moments when i seem valnerable and weak. My brain doesnt function normal. I am slow when it comes to doing paper work or even school work. Its a struggle to get through school without having medicine to help focus. Even with medicine my mind sometimes fights it. Its like a never ending time bomb. Thoughts race in my head so fast i cant keep up. Sharing my emotions seems like a waste of time. They get caged into a room where there is no escape.



to be continued......

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